Friday, July 25, 2008

I'm Done


God I’m so done.
I’m done with being wooed, pursued and then being dropped like a hot potato.
I’m done and tired of being compared and chosen over younger women with smaller waistlines, firmer breasts and tighter butts (well also better looking faces).
I’m done with being teased into believing that there is a future and then there is a sudden change of mind and will in the opposite and I suddenly find myself left clueless on what just happened.(while I see you walk away hand in hand with your new found love)
I’m done and am sick and tired of selfish, self centered, male chauvinistic pigs.
I’m through with indecisive fools who don’t know whether they want in or out.
I’m tired of hoping for a better possibility or there being a future at all.
I’m sick of girlfriends who seem to be honing in on your man constantly and walking in on them in compromising positions.
I’m sick and tired of people constantly saying ‘You are 29???What’s wrong with you? Why are you single? (How the heck….am I supposed to know?)
I’m tired of explaining to people I’ve not found someone I like.
I’m done with men who don’t have balls…..in my opinion if you don’t have it then don’t even bother.
I’m done with being dumped, stood up and hurt all the time.
I’m so tired, so mad, so furious and so done with you that I want to scream without ceasing at the top of my lungs.
And to all of you who are reading this, especially all the men from my past because I know you are…..well you can stuff it.
And to all well wishers, friends, family and critics who want to comment…..stuff it.
Because, I really don’t care about what you think.
I’m writing this because I’m fuming and I want to state my mind and don’t you dare cross my line.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

False Celebrity Status


Well...its nothing much...but its something for me.....I feel happy that maybe, I've achieved something.....not the Pulitzer or the Nobel prize or a lifetime achievement award......but something that would make my folks smile in pride.....I just realized that all of us at different stages of our lives are always trying to prove ourselves..... To be accepted, to be appreciated and above all trying to achieve some sense of self worth.
This time, I’m happy..... I did not do something, because somebody asked me to or because I was blackmailed into it. I did something where I made a choice on my own, and am reaping good fruits from it. I'm so happy I decided to pat myself on the shoulder, flash a grin into the mirror and say.....Hey Celebrity, you are doing just fine.