IF

If, can change lives for people.
If things were better rather than worse
we'd have lesser divorves.
If health were easier got than illness,
we'd have lesser deaths.
If food were in abundance,
we'd have lesser starvation.
If money grew on trees,
we'd have lesser poverty.
If there were more love on Earth,
we'd have lesser hate.
If there were more good,
We'd have lesser evil.
If there were more of you,
We'd have less of me.

Do I Dare Dream

(I wrote this in a fit of rage when Dad pissed me off about marriage)

Dare I write something to scandalize.
If I did ….it would be none too wise.
The Americans and British lost their weaker gender.
You’d be sued to millions if you refer to them sexes as tender.
Aha! Feminism. A power word in the west.
Of late the women from the East join the quest.

I wonder could I talk so free?
A feminist, would that be me?

But no I don’t want to be. Not me. No way.
Feminism, a tangle, a maze, a web today.
There was once a time when the battle for us women was a sheer necessity
When ignorance, illiteracy and stubbornness had to be battled with ferocity.
Sweep n mop, make n bake, kiss n sex, baby n child, and fix n stitch.
But to read n think, discover n travel, Ah, then she becomes a Jezebel, a witch.
This body ….is not for sex alone. Nor just for making child.
This body ….respect it, honor it, cherish it a matter no longer mild.

Centuries and decades she fought hard and long.
Torn and bleeding she still sings the old song.
Finally she stands. Young and brave, her youth marred with wise old eyes.
She stands tall refusing to stoop over, she the conqueror now so wise.
And now again…. I stand….. No my friend not a rebel …..Not I.
Just a dreamer, I dare to dream and the sun shines brighter in my sky.

The aggravating, annoying, infuriating quality of this Man.

I am so furious I could possible beat this person up. God he infuriates me with his Country attitudes, rude obnoxious and freakin' condescending nature.

What in the blooming blazes does the nincompoop think about himself?
That just because he’s got male genital organs, he is more of a man.
Ha ha ha …how far from the truth.
I’ve not met a man who is more inadequate and more insecure about his job than he is.
Ever since I stepped in to my work I’ve had one obstacle after the other particularly with this ...this...this...this....Male thing ......that I just refuse to address by name.
Simply because he does not deserve it. I’d rather call him .........his royal slimyness.

Can you believe it he has a problem only, with me. ......Why?
Because I speak better English than he does?
Or because I complete my sentences without stammering and spluttering all over the place?
Or because I don’t have to be Einstein to figure out human sensitivity?
So I figure people out better and they like me better?
Well guess what dirt eater( changed his name again) you either have it or you don’t.

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Screaming at the top of my lungs really felt Good?
Breathe in
breathe out.....breathe in ....breath out....


Stillness


Calm


So ................here’s what I’ve to tell you, you worthless man.
All your juvenile attempts at upsetting me or throwing me off my course ....is in vain.

Cause at the end of the day I know...... I’m a hundred times better than you are and thats what gets you plotting and planning to aggravate me.

So I know the day we are at peace I must have fallen to your level of slime.
So until then keep up your good job of annoying me because then I know I’m doing it right.

Signing off the best darn thing that happened to mankind
Sapna